Saturday, July 01, 2006
Months of rehabilitation..
After being put to a close confined chamber..Im finally released....I thought i never see daylight again.. The darkness and constant voices in my head really sucking my life away. It serves as a reminder to me that life is precious.. And the last line sound suicidal..haha..my days are numbered and my years are aged..
My drive has slacken down,now im picking up i guess.. 1 yr ago,i have set up big plans.. I always told my closest ones,
1- I wanna get a driving license so badly,
2-Get in a stable blessed relatnship with the gal whom i smitten with,
3-Get a job and earn my first 1.5 K
4-Consider a degree if my 1.5 K multiplies by more Ks..haha (thats long term)
5-To learnt to support my family financially..
6-To go for one holiday other than Malaysia with my family and friends.. (As for friends, i hope sept you all confirm ah,dont bubble tea!) We've been working our socks off,what we need is one big Holiday!! Yoo Hoo!
7- To maintain relatnships and improve ties..More socialisings,networking (wateva u call it)
Well, the past two months..Im proud of myself and gaining momentum everyday.. If i could pictured it in a graph,my satisfaction level is inclining steadily.. :> Suddenly,I feel poetic on a nite where the germans beat argentines.
Its horrible, but here it goes anyway:
Im proud but not cocky,
Im humble but confident,
Im driven to drive,
What car Im not sure yet..
I rather risked than doubt,
But that doesnt mean Im a reckless driver..
confirmed,i try not to assume
Mistakes?
Plp make mistakes,but its not an excuse for you to make a new one,
If you do,dont just regret it,swallow it with your pride.
Love?
Magical,Emotional attachment,Chemistry
add in physics as well..
After physics come to the S little thingy i guess
Wow! So many prospects and benefits..
Lets sign up for it!
Everybody lets joined this bandwagon and feel the vibe..
Once you're done and enough with it,
Move on and if theres anyone to blame..
'Fate' will be responsible for it
my bros and sis ,friends and pals..
Too many,too often guys and gals fell for this 'scheme',
I dont have anything against the 'scheme'..
But love let it be truthful and sincere..
Bring back the magical and passion to the game..
Just like i did to this world cup ..
England will Win It!! btw I hate Brazil.. haha..
i know that 'poem' sounds horrible..
Past,Present and Possible Milestones
-May 2006, enrolled for driving..
-Mid May 2006,pass BTT..
-Early June 2006,pass FTT..
-Early June 2006,starts first practical..
-09 July 2006,World Cup Final (Germany Vs France)?? Trust me,im rite.. I like England Anyway..
-14 August 2006,starts clearing leave and off..??(4yrs ..)
-19 October 2006, ORD LOH! No question marks about it..
-Early December 2006, the brothers bday!
-Late December 2006,earn my first 1.5 K and get my class 3 license??
*rhyzhel*
--Rhyz signing ofF--
2:03 AM 
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