Saturday, October 28, 2006
slamat hari raya to all people while i'm down with high fvr since raya eve..
I had sore throat,cough,flue,vomittin along the way too..
Today, another trip to the poly is another hope of recuperating..for days my normal
body temperature is at a steady '38+c' even with doses of paracetamols taken..
Hope is what I need at the mmt..Hope that the future is bright..
Mention 'hope'..Someone frm the past reappears in my dreams..there she was, waiting for
me beneath this tree while i jog at this park..as i past her,she joined along- the matter of
fact is she hate jogging. Whispered something to my ears which sensed of patchin up..
In shocked n disbelief, i stopped and stare into her familiar eyes that i played with
when things are better back then.It seems similar nw..I felt truly relieved that we r
back but bein me i asked curiously,y u left him for me? her reply - he got no time for me,
too busy n occupied with his work..plant a kiss on her forehead as it seal almost 1 yr w/o
a complete soul..It felt surreal .. haha... but its a 'nightmare' when i woke up in the morning.
I was smoochin the bolster clean..Cool whatever..The point is that sumone already have moved
so far to have someone new,while im here still single n available..
Commitment is something i am afraid to touch on these days..I dont know
if 'the great lover' will ever falls again..words tend to be manipulated,people change,promises twisted..
I must be sure of what i want but yet again plp changed..
Slamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri..Maaf Zahir Batin..
Setulus Ikhlas ,
Rizal
--Rhyz signing ofF--
7:50 AM 
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