Friday, November 10, 2006
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Went back to home ground at NP and did a second successful jog in 3 days.finally the talk of wanting to do so much has become
a reality..the 'bulging' excess muscles around my stomach is a warning signs to be heeded..Burn!..i gona burn u all off..
Lookin good outside gives me kinda extra ounce of confidence..Im no 'flaunt-er' perhaps I dont hv what it takes..but i dreamt
of flaunting..Showing off is boasting..Flaunting is bein honest and sharing with people alike..2 diff things perhaps..haha
Went to Shaz open house and greeted by some familliar faces,faces that I have not seen for months..Im happy to catch up
with times the way i thought should go..Bear no grudges,no hard feelings..Its all subsided n falter..Chat around with her
new beau and her is as good as chattin someone new..Old feelings,wild passion buried,unfolded..Professionalism rules the
day..Overcoming this wild emotions and wanting someting back so much is hard..Its holdin back from what u really feels..
But I feel satisfied for what has been exchanged on the nite..Happy for the couple.No old stories ..
Perhaps another sign coming..Head back home and received two wedding invitations from fellow pals..
To me and my partner..yeah rite.. Whirlwind of emotions for the day..Wateva..Trust me,I come back stronger..!
*rhyzhel*
--Rhyz signing ofF--
8:38 PM 
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